Sunday, September 22, 2013

Problem

You know, Ellen, I don't think it's cute to suck up to you or the weird "messages" I'm getting.  I don't wanna be bopped for every thing I do that makes it.  ^What about^ the things that you think I told someone in my head?

Oh, if you didn't get it, I mean I'm not gonna suck up to you cuz sucking up is bad.  In other words, I mean you seem smart, but you do seem like a robot, like you can't step outta character or something in some way.  ..What I mean is I don't just sit there in a stupor.  I actually identify what's being said and then post it on my blog.  I change moods, but I don't get moody..try not to.  I don't usually explode, but sometimes what I made myself do emotionally and such was quite weird.  I just felt you thought you could never like "frown" your eyebrows or make them look serious.  I know you're gay, and that probably is why.  I guess you don't wanna be called that, but I mean something like that, like being gay for you and just like looking up to you in a way that says you're better unless it's those iKids, who it would seem should have to do the same thing though I don't think any good person should.  What I mean by better is that we cannot co-achieve.