Problem

Ellen I am not taking this Ginny mess.  I am not taking the little clicks in my room, they are not my parents.  I do not like this pill.  Curses to my therapist.

Problem

So these ^gay^ people made a mouthful gawking at hurting Ellen in a message and I just imagined long thin fingernails.  Go away, Ginny!!

(no on didn't do anything to her if you're interested)

Why

is this coming up again and again?  I ^wasn't gonna^ talk @ it.  We bumped @ "something like no more Ellen.."  Look, you can make me mad.

Problem

Ellen I saw you all call me a nigger for being good and then saying me being mad was bad.

my courtesy to Ellen DeGeneres still and anyone else

Fine

Ellen needs to be touched a lot?  Why do you all act like frogs around her with these questions?

Also

That's pretty suggestive to say it's no bc I'm who I am and I am mean to Christina.  Stop making fun of me watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show!"  I do like it, and I do care @ her, but you keep getting @ me and don't have nothing to help.

So..

..Yea, I was gonna ask what was up with my dad doing mean stuff anyway.  He's acting like he's done nothing wrong, but people can't get at me when I try to get away from them.  I've been hurt a lot, too.  I wanted good food!  Thanks a lot, think something @ Johnny Depp came up and got in the way.  What was that?  You think you're better from the South?  I hope this isn't another "Ellen" message, but I got pretty upset at the onslaught of attacks I am dealing with.

Problem

You just don't shut up, you silly 1950 people.

What if I said no touching Ellen DeGeneres?

Why is everyone saying I hypnotized her to be interested?  It all made sense, at the time.  It still does.  You're all mean..

O, okay, fine.  I didn't think Ginny wanted to stop and my dad didn't seem to care.

What more messages?  I should just not pay attention to you.  Is that what this is?  That was a pretty interesting idea..  Wow, like, I'd hope someone you looked up to get molested as soon as you meet them.  Wow, you gonna d** anyway?  Cuz I wasn't and I don't need any of you people in the world and didn't.

Whatever!  Just thought I'd comment on the complexity of the message.  Just go along?  That's what I did.  I'm not some stupid person who believes in, "Just be silent, I'm stupid, and I didn't do nothing good in my life."

Why should we?

What's the point in going to Ellen when she makes the same mistakes as our parents we try to get away from at times?

Her TV shwo will get cancelled (would,) and she'd be stuck with little miss Portia from Australia and spent money on her wildlife.  She'll have given stuff to others.  She'd have no one to show what she's done.  I'm not threatening her, but I'm saying how sad she'd be if she didn't have her show.  I'm saying that she makes the same mistakes, like, as my mom or also doesn't have a say in like I don't wanna feel much from my dad right now, he's not as fun in some ways.  That's really his personality.  My mom is like that in some ways.  I'm not really like them.  I wanna fit in my world and be cool and be there for people I guess.  Like, maybe she doesn't, but I just walked past the news and someone sounded like she said Nikki Minaj.  Is she playing games saying we see Norwegian people dancing and then "Starships were meant ot fly?"  I don't want kids now.  I was supposed to have a good young adult life, but my parents couldn't provide for me, and I didn't get a blog and work things out.  I was mad at everyone and lost all my friends.

All I can say otherwise is to try not to talk about it as much as possible but to get it out.  I know bad ideas will pop up if you don't learn to get a handle on the abstractions in your life.  So, again, I was just elaborating a story of Ellen, not wishing misfortune on her.  I just wanted to know what her bad side would be.

I have some other issue @ people watching me.  Like, I could have looked good but blame my parents.  They don't seem to know what to do with me and blame me for stuff I couldn't control.

What else?  I dunno, I think she just posted an Asian guy or guy who must look Asian from the back.  She already posted someone who looked either Asian or British or probably Mid Eastern before.  Hm..  Why don't ya'll give me a chance to be healthy and happy?  I can't have people like Ellen DeGeneres posting things like that and me wondering what it means!  And it's like if I got more sleep or worked out before that things wouldn't have affected me like this.  So, I'm affected.  I kinda like it, but I just said it's people getting at me with shit.  I don't want like say my future son to look Asian.  Maybe, I can't really predict anything.  I'm working on myself right now.  See, I just got upset @ something, and then I get affected by things like this.  I don't know what to do @ people surprising me like this old best friend, this old best friend..  Why is the world turned into her mistakes?  I don't know if that's a bad thing to say.  I don't want people to act like I'm stupid and not fun when I am.  I'm not from the great outdoors.  Also, I don't find it fair because I took time off school it so happens and haven't been able to recover.  I didn't get enough smart help to lessen my load and get away from home!  My parents don't want me lying around mad all day on my blog..

You know what I really wanted to say?  I wasn't mad, I couldn't help going into a stoop.  But I still am affected.

Oh, no!

I cut the wound deeper from influence of Ginny trying to hurt me.

Sorry to Ellen or anyone I misjudged, but 1958 produced such slobs, and of course I'm just shit.  OK, I wanna hurt myself?  NO!

I must admit

Ginny is mean.  Her daughter turned on her.  I think she wants to do something embarrassing to Ellen DeGeneres, who has nothing to do with me and that shouldn't really come to mind.

I guess I'd better check my nice posts, but Central Florida got it outta me, like I'm not perfect.  Oh well, have fun Ginny.  I am sad @ Ellen bc I am younger than her.

Tell me how you feel @ imagining violence.  It taught me that Ginny would want to hurt me.  Why does she just get at me to please Central Florida?  Would just anyone do that?  Does she need help?

I am so sorry, I mean, I was walking to get food.  I think I have to take a nap before I finish "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

I think there are healthy ways to imagine dualing, but that was raw and there will be a natural consequence.

I imagined Ginny was hurting my dad, like they tried to stimulate him.  It was so much!  It didn't make me fall over.  I am probably stupid to not know it was just a lie.  I just wanted to comment on that Ginny.  Whatever you want is fine, but I mean all I know is I'm shit to Ellen, in this way.  So, then, go find someone who's not younger nor her age, like a parental age.

However..

..Do you feel Ellen did it with the intention of insulting us?  What do I got against Nell Burton?  I just am factual, don't like how the world is @ worshipping her.  I didn't call her anything except what I thought they said in the experiment.  Other than that, I said my dad might die because of the issue of her.  That means her mom should be more menial, not more hm hm.  I thought I liked her.  ':/  She's weaving it in even saying she's sarcastic @ it.

Also, Ellen thinks she's nicer and more perfect than me, but she's not even nice and perfect I'm guessing, just friendly and attuned.  So, she is but not like all of a sudden no one just said that @ me.

Dreams

There were 3.  I only remember the end I was with 2 guys with an accent, and 1 who was leaner with an ineffectively longer nose said like Count Dracula, "(So,) you want to take care of your body."  I seemed like I forgot an increasing amount of linesin acting.  You know, I hate it when ethnic guys act like all the young girls today which would mean me are g** for them.  Like, before they were more strict, and I'm a strict person.  Thanks to Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, I don't seem to get anything.  Before, they just saw I had a hard life and didn't want to impose on me.  Also, did anyone notice Ellen DeGeneres feeling funny on the show?  Like, feeling aroused in sorta a way that makes her feel pleasured when she's not thinking of the show, as though she needs to get off?  Her whole show seems rather sleepy.  Maybe, she's dying because of old age of what she does.  She's also an expert.  I hate how nothing is for us.  They were nice to kids before in the like 1930s and even 1960s.

O Boy! =D

Good bye dear Ellen!  Time for my walk.  3I

Problem

You know, Ellen, I don't think it's cute to suck up to you or the weird "messages" I'm getting.  I don't wanna be bopped for every thing I do that makes it.  ^What about^ the things that you think I told someone in my head?

Oh, if you didn't get it, I mean I'm not gonna suck up to you cuz sucking up is bad.  In other words, I mean you seem smart, but you do seem like a robot, like you can't step outta character or something in some way.  ..What I mean is I don't just sit there in a stupor.  I actually identify what's being said and then post it on my blog.  I change moods, but I don't get moody..try not to.  I don't usually explode, but sometimes what I made myself do emotionally and such was quite weird.  I just felt you thought you could never like "frown" your eyebrows or make them look serious.  I know you're gay, and that probably is why.  I guess you don't wanna be called that, but I mean something like that, like being gay for you and just like looking up to you in a way that says you're better unless it's those iKids, who it would seem should have to do the same thing though I don't think any good person should.  What I mean by better is that we cannot co-achieve.

Dreams

I remember the 2nd 1.  I was waiting for my mom but was with others instead.  I wanted to try to call Ellen DeGeneres, but I heard my mom's toes were gone.

Is this topic even worth it?

That shouldn't suggest anything to anyone.  I was wondering why I am being teased.  Like, supposedly we all die so why not make something go like Ellen DeGeneres believing her generation is the 1 that goes to Heaven and just like ruin it for everyone?

Help!

Ellen!  My friend!!

I saw "Ghost Adventures" and learned something.  I forget now.  I remember I wasn't in a mood to see a ghost.  I feel like 2 how I think, can't remember.  They reminded me of New Orleans.  Ah!  I can't remember.  I usually can.