Monday, September 23, 2013
I found what I was doing.
So, don't you need to be open when you talk? I'll probably just look up self-help things online.
Stupid?
I'm not, but neither are you really. I am not saying not to mention her. I mean, she is a prominent figure.
Problem
Ellen I am not taking this Ginny mess. I am not taking the little clicks in my room, they are not my parents. I do not like this pill. Curses to my therapist.
Problem
You can't just push a button whenever you want at me. I told you this is war. Tim Burton. What can I say. Just stop. It doesn't matter.
Problem
So these ^gay^ people made a mouthful gawking at hurting Ellen in a message and I just imagined long thin fingernails. Go away, Ginny!!
(no on didn't do anything to her if you're interested)
(no on didn't do anything to her if you're interested)
So
Ginny actually is angry @ me and thinks she can take advantage of it.
I do worry for her and hope things go her way. I don't know how vacation went. We never got back together. Too much to practice like that for her.
I do worry for her and hope things go her way. I don't know how vacation went. We never got back together. Too much to practice like that for her.
Sites
http://www.lifehack.org/articles/lifestyle/how-to-stop-being-angry.html - This 1 looks like Ginny.
http://www.apa.org/topics/anger/control.aspx - I need to slow down. (Nicest site.)
http://www.impactpublishers.com/index.php?p=custom_page&page_name=Angry%3f-Tips-to-Calm-Down-on-the-Spot- - Take major messages that anger me seriously, unless there are too many to keep track of.
http://thinksimplenow.com/happiness/15-simple-ways-to-overcome-anger/ - I'm on the road to recovery?
http://www.apa.org/topics/anger/control.aspx - I need to slow down. (Nicest site.)
http://www.impactpublishers.com/index.php?p=custom_page&page_name=Angry%3f-Tips-to-Calm-Down-on-the-Spot- - Take major messages that anger me seriously, unless there are too many to keep track of.
http://thinksimplenow.com/happiness/15-simple-ways-to-overcome-anger/ - I'm on the road to recovery?
More Shit? '8I
Yea, I was gonna fight Ginny for popping up and being like "Well.." and my mom made my eye come out some. Ginny's not worth nothin' @ that. THAT'S RIGHT MY EYE CAME OUT
Why
is this coming up again and again? I ^wasn't gonna^ talk @ it. We bumped @ "something like no more Ellen.." Look, you can make me mad.
Problem
Ellen I saw you all call me a nigger for being good and then saying me being mad was bad.
my courtesy to Ellen DeGeneres still and anyone else
my courtesy to Ellen DeGeneres still and anyone else
Recipe
I'm going to make Tai Chicken and Corn soup from a healthy recipe book from my mom awhile back. I had more before, like Wok. I think 3 and 1 vegitarian. I liked the other.
Fine
Ellen needs to be touched a lot? Why do you all act like frogs around her with these questions?
What, now?
I'm not really mad. Should I get a hamburger? We have imitation crab, too, and I'd already been doing just mac and tuna and mayo and s+p.
Also
That's pretty suggestive to say it's no bc I'm who I am and I am mean to Christina. Stop making fun of me watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show!" I do like it, and I do care @ her, but you keep getting @ me and don't have nothing to help.
So..
..Yea, I was gonna ask what was up with my dad doing mean stuff anyway. He's acting like he's done nothing wrong, but people can't get at me when I try to get away from them. I've been hurt a lot, too. I wanted good food! Thanks a lot, think something @ Johnny Depp came up and got in the way. What was that? You think you're better from the South? I hope this isn't another "Ellen" message, but I got pretty upset at the onslaught of attacks I am dealing with.
Problem
You just don't shut up, you silly 1950 people.
What if I said no touching Ellen DeGeneres?
Why is everyone saying I hypnotized her to be interested? It all made sense, at the time. It still does. You're all mean..
O, okay, fine. I didn't think Ginny wanted to stop and my dad didn't seem to care.
What more messages? I should just not pay attention to you. Is that what this is? That was a pretty interesting idea.. Wow, like, I'd hope someone you looked up to get molested as soon as you meet them. Wow, you gonna d** anyway? Cuz I wasn't and I don't need any of you people in the world and didn't.
Whatever! Just thought I'd comment on the complexity of the message. Just go along? That's what I did. I'm not some stupid person who believes in, "Just be silent, I'm stupid, and I didn't do nothing good in my life."
What if I said no touching Ellen DeGeneres?
Why is everyone saying I hypnotized her to be interested? It all made sense, at the time. It still does. You're all mean..
O, okay, fine. I didn't think Ginny wanted to stop and my dad didn't seem to care.
What more messages? I should just not pay attention to you. Is that what this is? That was a pretty interesting idea.. Wow, like, I'd hope someone you looked up to get molested as soon as you meet them. Wow, you gonna d** anyway? Cuz I wasn't and I don't need any of you people in the world and didn't.
Whatever! Just thought I'd comment on the complexity of the message. Just go along? That's what I did. I'm not some stupid person who believes in, "Just be silent, I'm stupid, and I didn't do nothing good in my life."
You know..
I think people just don't want me to have a happy life and don't really think anyone -should-- feel perfect.
Mistakes
My dad does this, now, too, if something bad happens in my head I get in trouble and I can't cry, can't m.., can't work out until I'm dead, still learning how to administer my eating. How can I control something like that with Helena Bonham Carter? I already am fine with her, but then when she's not acting.. Is that how everyone feels? We don't have to fight to have fun! I'm not the 1 in the fights!
Because people got mad at me for something silly, and like a word has to hit, that was the stoop. I got really mad! I wasn't mad -at- anyone. So, it was just like, also happened later and I tried to say like no I don't mean that. It does come up like a ghost. Like I didn't do it, and I know that, I don't do a lot of things that it seems I do, I know that. My dad wouldn't agree, but I know it for a fact. So, as for it coming up, if I don't wanna think @ it, it comes up, but I don't mean it. I don't say it in my head on purpose.
Why would Ginny insult something so suggestive?
Because people got mad at me for something silly, and like a word has to hit, that was the stoop. I got really mad! I wasn't mad -at- anyone. So, it was just like, also happened later and I tried to say like no I don't mean that. It does come up like a ghost. Like I didn't do it, and I know that, I don't do a lot of things that it seems I do, I know that. My dad wouldn't agree, but I know it for a fact. So, as for it coming up, if I don't wanna think @ it, it comes up, but I don't mean it. I don't say it in my head on purpose.
Why would Ginny insult something so suggestive?
Why should we?
What's the point in going to Ellen when she makes the same mistakes as our parents we try to get away from at times?
Her TV shwo will get cancelled (would,) and she'd be stuck with little miss Portia from Australia and spent money on her wildlife. She'll have given stuff to others. She'd have no one to show what she's done. I'm not threatening her, but I'm saying how sad she'd be if she didn't have her show. I'm saying that she makes the same mistakes, like, as my mom or also doesn't have a say in like I don't wanna feel much from my dad right now, he's not as fun in some ways. That's really his personality. My mom is like that in some ways. I'm not really like them. I wanna fit in my world and be cool and be there for people I guess. Like, maybe she doesn't, but I just walked past the news and someone sounded like she said Nikki Minaj. Is she playing games saying we see Norwegian people dancing and then "Starships were meant ot fly?" I don't want kids now. I was supposed to have a good young adult life, but my parents couldn't provide for me, and I didn't get a blog and work things out. I was mad at everyone and lost all my friends.
All I can say otherwise is to try not to talk about it as much as possible but to get it out. I know bad ideas will pop up if you don't learn to get a handle on the abstractions in your life. So, again, I was just elaborating a story of Ellen, not wishing misfortune on her. I just wanted to know what her bad side would be.
I have some other issue @ people watching me. Like, I could have looked good but blame my parents. They don't seem to know what to do with me and blame me for stuff I couldn't control.
What else? I dunno, I think she just posted an Asian guy or guy who must look Asian from the back. She already posted someone who looked either Asian or British or probably Mid Eastern before. Hm.. Why don't ya'll give me a chance to be healthy and happy? I can't have people like Ellen DeGeneres posting things like that and me wondering what it means! And it's like if I got more sleep or worked out before that things wouldn't have affected me like this. So, I'm affected. I kinda like it, but I just said it's people getting at me with shit. I don't want like say my future son to look Asian. Maybe, I can't really predict anything. I'm working on myself right now. See, I just got upset @ something, and then I get affected by things like this. I don't know what to do @ people surprising me like this old best friend, this old best friend.. Why is the world turned into her mistakes? I don't know if that's a bad thing to say. I don't want people to act like I'm stupid and not fun when I am. I'm not from the great outdoors. Also, I don't find it fair because I took time off school it so happens and haven't been able to recover. I didn't get enough smart help to lessen my load and get away from home! My parents don't want me lying around mad all day on my blog..
You know what I really wanted to say? I wasn't mad, I couldn't help going into a stoop. But I still am affected.
Her TV shwo will get cancelled (would,) and she'd be stuck with little miss Portia from Australia and spent money on her wildlife. She'll have given stuff to others. She'd have no one to show what she's done. I'm not threatening her, but I'm saying how sad she'd be if she didn't have her show. I'm saying that she makes the same mistakes, like, as my mom or also doesn't have a say in like I don't wanna feel much from my dad right now, he's not as fun in some ways. That's really his personality. My mom is like that in some ways. I'm not really like them. I wanna fit in my world and be cool and be there for people I guess. Like, maybe she doesn't, but I just walked past the news and someone sounded like she said Nikki Minaj. Is she playing games saying we see Norwegian people dancing and then "Starships were meant ot fly?" I don't want kids now. I was supposed to have a good young adult life, but my parents couldn't provide for me, and I didn't get a blog and work things out. I was mad at everyone and lost all my friends.
All I can say otherwise is to try not to talk about it as much as possible but to get it out. I know bad ideas will pop up if you don't learn to get a handle on the abstractions in your life. So, again, I was just elaborating a story of Ellen, not wishing misfortune on her. I just wanted to know what her bad side would be.
I have some other issue @ people watching me. Like, I could have looked good but blame my parents. They don't seem to know what to do with me and blame me for stuff I couldn't control.
What else? I dunno, I think she just posted an Asian guy or guy who must look Asian from the back. She already posted someone who looked either Asian or British or probably Mid Eastern before. Hm.. Why don't ya'll give me a chance to be healthy and happy? I can't have people like Ellen DeGeneres posting things like that and me wondering what it means! And it's like if I got more sleep or worked out before that things wouldn't have affected me like this. So, I'm affected. I kinda like it, but I just said it's people getting at me with shit. I don't want like say my future son to look Asian. Maybe, I can't really predict anything. I'm working on myself right now. See, I just got upset @ something, and then I get affected by things like this. I don't know what to do @ people surprising me like this old best friend, this old best friend.. Why is the world turned into her mistakes? I don't know if that's a bad thing to say. I don't want people to act like I'm stupid and not fun when I am. I'm not from the great outdoors. Also, I don't find it fair because I took time off school it so happens and haven't been able to recover. I didn't get enough smart help to lessen my load and get away from home! My parents don't want me lying around mad all day on my blog..
You know what I really wanted to say? I wasn't mad, I couldn't help going into a stoop. But I still am affected.
Edit
I updated my Twitter profile to say Western Germanic.
I am at a loss for bodily needs. I so wanna decorate my room, maybe will plan that. I have laundry and wanna see the TV show. I wanna net
I am at a loss for bodily needs. I so wanna decorate my room, maybe will plan that. I have laundry and wanna see the TV show. I wanna net
Voice Over
A guy is gonna help me, too.. To see how much I can do. I'm not a celeb. I used to have potential..
Oh, no!
I cut the wound deeper from influence of Ginny trying to hurt me.
Sorry to Ellen or anyone I misjudged, but 1958 produced such slobs, and of course I'm just shit. OK, I wanna hurt myself? NO!
Sorry to Ellen or anyone I misjudged, but 1958 produced such slobs, and of course I'm just shit. OK, I wanna hurt myself? NO!
I must admit
Ginny is mean. Her daughter turned on her. I think she wants to do something embarrassing to Ellen DeGeneres, who has nothing to do with me and that shouldn't really come to mind.
So
Ginny's daughter came to mind.
I got up cuz I was really hungry and I guess need sleep. Haven't taken my pill cuz I didn't have a big meal just yet.
I love the pictures I saw of Ginny's daughter, especially this 1, I guess. She seemed to have strength and to feel good. That sounds inappropriate to people with older parents. I never got to meet her. Luckily, though I wouldn't, I didn't imagine anything bad for her, just thought hm all Ginny has is her daughter and not her students. I think she just wanted to get me through life and I'll forget @ it.
I got up cuz I was really hungry and I guess need sleep. Haven't taken my pill cuz I didn't have a big meal just yet.
I love the pictures I saw of Ginny's daughter, especially this 1, I guess. She seemed to have strength and to feel good. That sounds inappropriate to people with older parents. I never got to meet her. Luckily, though I wouldn't, I didn't imagine anything bad for her, just thought hm all Ginny has is her daughter and not her students. I think she just wanted to get me through life and I'll forget @ it.
Tell me how you feel @ imagining violence. It taught me that Ginny would want to hurt me. Why does she just get at me to please Central Florida? Would just anyone do that? Does she need help?
I am so sorry, I mean, I was walking to get food. I think I have to take a nap before I finish "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
I think there are healthy ways to imagine dualing, but that was raw and there will be a natural consequence.
I imagined Ginny was hurting my dad, like they tried to stimulate him. It was so much! It didn't make me fall over. I am probably stupid to not know it was just a lie. I just wanted to comment on that Ginny. Whatever you want is fine, but I mean all I know is I'm shit to Ellen, in this way. So, then, go find someone who's not younger nor her age, like a parental age.
I am so sorry, I mean, I was walking to get food. I think I have to take a nap before I finish "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
I think there are healthy ways to imagine dualing, but that was raw and there will be a natural consequence.
I imagined Ginny was hurting my dad, like they tried to stimulate him. It was so much! It didn't make me fall over. I am probably stupid to not know it was just a lie. I just wanted to comment on that Ginny. Whatever you want is fine, but I mean all I know is I'm shit to Ellen, in this way. So, then, go find someone who's not younger nor her age, like a parental age.
What's up, ya'll?
I was having fun watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" but guess now I am hungry and need to eat. I think I'm taking a walk.
Thanks to..
..whatever Tim Burton and Johnny Depp do wrong, jealous people are mean to me and put me down rather than look up to me.
However..
..Do you feel Ellen did it with the intention of insulting us? What do I got against Nell Burton? I just am factual, don't like how the world is @ worshipping her. I didn't call her anything except what I thought they said in the experiment. Other than that, I said my dad might die because of the issue of her. That means her mom should be more menial, not more hm hm. I thought I liked her. ':/ She's weaving it in even saying she's sarcastic @ it.
Also, Ellen thinks she's nicer and more perfect than me, but she's not even nice and perfect I'm guessing, just friendly and attuned. So, she is but not like all of a sudden no one just said that @ me.
Also, Ellen thinks she's nicer and more perfect than me, but she's not even nice and perfect I'm guessing, just friendly and attuned. So, she is but not like all of a sudden no one just said that @ me.
Dreams
There were 3. I only remember the end I was with 2 guys with an accent, and 1 who was leaner with an ineffectively longer nose said like Count Dracula, "(So,) you want to take care of your body." I seemed like I forgot an increasing amount of linesin acting. You know, I hate it when ethnic guys act like all the young girls today which would mean me are g** for them. Like, before they were more strict, and I'm a strict person. Thanks to Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, I don't seem to get anything. Before, they just saw I had a hard life and didn't want to impose on me. Also, did anyone notice Ellen DeGeneres feeling funny on the show? Like, feeling aroused in sorta a way that makes her feel pleasured when she's not thinking of the show, as though she needs to get off? Her whole show seems rather sleepy. Maybe, she's dying because of old age of what she does. She's also an expert. I hate how nothing is for us. They were nice to kids before in the like 1930s and even 1960s.
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